a broad again

This year has felt really difficult, til now. Emotionally. Back in UK. In the midst of it Ive done a whole load of courses and workshops and taken part in some brilliant exciting building, met people i want to be friends with and build with more. Now its my turn to offer knowledge, at the hof in Waldviertel where i worked last summer - we put together a bid for EU funding and have designed a two week natural building extravaganza there, starting in a fortnights` time.
Im going to facilitate/lead the clay and lime strands of the renovation work. Aand im nervous, like i always am before appearing as an authority.
Im going to cycle there from my current location in Wangeliner Garten (googleable) N Germany, starting tomorrow. Im also nervous about this, as well as impatient for it, wanting to get this computer stuff out of the way, disregard comms and the civilised world for a time, get back to a simple day and night of movement and food and sleeping in trees.
Friends are coming with me some of the way, and friends will meet me when i reach my destination.
Ive felt utterly unerotic since February, since i broke up with my partner. In the tiny time setting wheels on the continent Ive reconnected with this part of myself. the traveller part who is open, childish and sensual and wants fun and love. The romantic. A woman.
And now I travel in the opposite direction from the man who prompted it...this is the physical, geographical truth. But in terms of a commitment to myself and a possible relationship, I am going to follow my heart. 

Pictures:

a campsite and campfire just like 300 years ago!!!

proudly i exhibit my painstaking work

ive never been able to take a dip in tea break before

ranary building i worked on repointing brick quoins, replacing stones

sturdy but i believe stil lsexy

south downs behind mixers

hee hee i like you

a basketbakll court??!!

my luxurious cabin on boat

turbines from the train across holland, after i cycled to den haag along the north sea!!

exhiition at the lehmmuseum gnevsdorf

rammed earth floor

stempflehm wand - rammed earth wall

If you want to follow the MoA project in Austria, where i also post:
https://www.facebook.com/events/1525231437745757/
For more info about the SPAB whose working party i was on (where my tile repair is being showed off):
thespab.wordpress.com
European Earth Building School where Ive spent 10 days:
www.earthbuilding.eu